Wednesday, April 05, 2006
i was thinking about what mr. yam said to us today. and about our attitude to teachers today. it's honestly seriously ATROCIOUS. i mean, you just look at how we treat him. and the worst thing is, we just voiced out our opinions about the teachers yesterday. and today, look what's happened. if this is how we behave, we totally have no right to criticise the teachers. cos in actual fact, we dont even have respect for them, how do u suppose they respect us. its this vice versa thing, its not one-sided. both parties have to put in effort. i think the teacher's have already tolerated us very well. and heng is showing us her attitude already. i feel really sorry for 210. its not as if we dont have a bad reputation already. and instead if trying to make that impression of us change, we've just worsened it.
we're gonna find sunlao tomorrow. and most probably go find mr. yam too. and apologise to him on behalf of the whole class. i dont think anyone else in the class will want to do this dirty job. most probably we'll get all the scolding and criticism AGAIN. but what to do, when the rest of the class is unwilling to be the scapegoats. i guess we just have to try to explain ourselves ):
thinking abuot the LT incident, i feel damn remorseful. i dunno how people can bring themselves to laugh when he was apparently SHOUTING at us already. its just that. we should know our limits and stuff. we totally went overboard today. its not even cool. i seriously just dunno what they were thinking.
maybe i think too much, but i KNOW IT MYSELF that we were in the wrong this time. and i serious feel like crying ): i dont know how we can help the class improve. i think i;ve shouted at them enough times already. and its never nice to shout at others. BUT what else can we do?
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